Life always offers you perspective. Isn't it really funny that the things you take for granted most of your life become gifts at later points in life. I cant count the number of times i have been rude and despicable to my family and friends. Never once did i think that it is actually of any consequence because these, i thot were people i should trod over. Because they were my loved ones it was as if i had all the license to be as snooty and arrogant as possible towards them. Not that some strange spiritual experience has changed my attitude towards them. Its just that loneliness and lack of having your loved ones around you makes you ponder over their significance. I know that tomorrow if i spend two days with my mother i will scream, rave and rant, but i still need them. These are people who are mine. MIne to boss over and be ridiculous with. So people this is my tribue to all of those people in the world who i'm the bitchiest to!! Now isnt that cool!!